Thursday, September 18, 2008

Not good...

So my culture that was "clear" for MRSA finally grew it. To say I'm upset would be an understatement. I just want to go and hide in bed and just forget about the world. 2 more weeks of home IV's now. I was really excited about getting off on Monday... now no more. I was excited that maybe all my prayers to kick MRSA had been answered... and now I just don't even know. I still have faith, but I also don't even know if I should bother to hope that this inscesant bug can go away. I'm just so over it...

10 comments:

Tina said...

Hey Talana
Damn.
Thinking of you

Tara said...

Tally, I'm so sorry. (((hugs)))

Lisa said...

Crap! I am sorry :(

CowTown said...

Uuuuugh Talana. I'm sorry to hear this!!!!

I was so happy for you too. Damn bugs. I always find it amazing how all these little microscopic things can really mess us up. I hope you will kick it's bootey once again.

Svetlana said...

We praying for you :-)

Christy said...

Hang in there Talana. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. I pray that the antibiotics work and your next cultures are clear of MRSA again.

Hackimoto said...

I know it's hard to hope so I hope for you. You're such a brave little girl. I hope your kitty comes home. Luvs

Rebekah said...

Ohhh just saw this. Oh man. :(

I am going to add you on the sidebar on Ricky's blog here on Blogger. So I remember to check here more often!

Froggymama said...

Oh Talana. I'm sorry. The first and only time (thank God) Froggy cultured Pseudomonas, it was the first time that I realized that CF was real, that she was going to culture nasty bugs forever. We've avoided MRSA so far, but our pulm just sent her culture to the "infectious disease lab" because they found something that CF'ers don't normally culture. We don't know what it means yet, but it sucks knowing that this is a life-long struggle. I'm sure you've been through it all, and I just want you to know that I think of you, and my other bloggin CF buddies with compassion and love. I hope your next culture is clean. Thinking good thoughts for you. Elise

Dancing65Roses said...

I'm sorry to read about your MRSA woes. I've cultured it since I was 16 - now 22, and it's never really been a problem for me. I used to worry about it a lot and I was on Vanco tons, but now the docs ignore it and I sort of do the same, and so far so good.

Keep hoping that it goes away.

Carla